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Readers
always ask me . . . where do I get my ideas and how did I start
writing.
I'm very lucky as writing comes as naturally to me as breathing.
It is, I believe, a gift. and I'm very grateful. Of course you
can learn and hone skills, but the art of storytelling is there
or it's not.
I grew up in a remote, magical, bushland retreat not far out
of Sydney called Pittwater. (Now a hideaway for the very wealthy).
I made up stories and was greatly influenced by 'bohemian' characters
as they were then considered - writers, musicans, artists and
actors - who lived there. One of Australia's first actors to
really make it in Hollywood (after the likes of Errol Flynn
of course) - Chips Rafferty - was a mentor and unoffical godfather.
He taught me dozens of Australian poems and a love of Australian
culture, telling me bush myths and his own experiences as a
stockman (cowboy) before he started acting.
One of Australia's greatest women poets, Dorothea Mackellar,
who wrote 'My Country' - which is as well known as the national
anthem - befriended me as a young girl when she was in her last
years and she gave me the profound awareness that I could make
a life with using words. That became my dream. That one day
my stories would be in books for other people to read.
Books were my childhood friends (I was an only child) and treasured.
My parents struggled financially but there was always a book
for every Christmas and birthday.
But one doesn't leave school and become an author. Tragedy sent
our family sideways with the death of my father and brother.
My mother became a wonderful role model. From never having worked
except during the war and later as a bookeeper to pay off her
first husband's debt (he'd abandoned her). Chips (the movie
star) and the local community at Pittwater raised money (for
mother was left destitute) to send the two of us to her sister
in California. My aunt's husband was a professor at UC Berkeley
and later UCLA) and my mother did a film and TV course there
and came back to Australia and plunged into the man's world
of film and newly begun television. She carved a name for herself
as one of the founders of our film/TV industry, directing, and
later in marketing and administration of Australian films for
the Australian FIlm Commission and Film Australia.
She couldn't afford to send me to university ( you paid for
it in those days - a large sum - only rich kids went to university).
So my uncle, a foreign correspondent with ABC TV (Australia)
marched me into Australian Consolidated Press to start my writing
career as a copy kid. I knew every inch of that rambling (now
plush but not half as interesting) building that produced newspapers
like The Daily Telegraph, the Sun and the Mirror and magazines
like The Australian Women's Weekly. The thrashing noise of the
printing presses in the basement to the hectc sub's room, to
the cloistered executive suite rule by ageing Sir Frank Packer,
became familiar territory to me.
I scribbled and pestered the chief-of-staff and subs until I
was given my cadetship and underwent four years of hard-nosed
training as a journalist that I now value enormously. Researching,
tracking down a story, writing concisely, and communicating
as directly as possible to the man and woman in the street,
are skills I apply to novel writing.
I squirreled money away as best I could, working at night as
a receptionist in a smart restaurant and eventually, like so
many of my generation, used it as an opportunity to 'see the
world.' We were then a generation far removed from the global
village.
I tackled the mecca of journalism, Fleet Street London. (I detoured
on the way via Cinecitta film studios in Rome writing exotic
biographies of starlets who'd never left home - my first foray
into fiction.) In London I paid the rent on my tiny bedsitter
in Holland Park writing short love stories for a teen magazine
- no sex, no marriage! Then I finally cracked a job as Women's
Editor for Northcliffe Newspapers (The Daily Mail Group). And
so began four wild, fun and crazy years in the 'swinging sixties'
of London.
I re-met a handsome American Peace Corps volunteer who'd been
in Indonesia and when I travelled back to Australia and stopped
off in Singapore and Malaysia to see my uncle (the TV news correspondent)
and we met for dinner. Two weeks later we got engaged and were
married in Sydney, honeymooned in Sumatra in a remote village
and were the only guests at the old Lake Toba Hotel where President
Sukarno had been held during the war. Indonesia has held a strong
fascination for me ever since.
We lived in Honolulu while Peter (Morrissey) did his Master's
Degree and I worked as a TV presenter for the CBS affiliate.
Peter joined the State Department and we were posted abroad
as "the ideal Foreign Service family."
Then followed twelve stimulating and fascinating years travelling
between Washington DC and postings in Singapore, Thailand, Japan,
Indonesia and Guyana. (I plan to draw on these experiences for
future books!)
But there remained the matter of my big dream. And while I wrote
articles and broadcast in various countries as well as being
diplomatic hostess, wife and mother, I was not fulfilling my
desire to tell my own stories.
I tried. I sat in a room in our large Embassy residence and
faced the blank paper while the servants tiptoed around keeping
the children quiet because "Memsahib was writing."
But nothing came into my head, my fingers were still.
I saw in the future myself as this bitter old lady telling my
children for the upteenth time - "I could have written
books you know," and them rolling their eyes and muttering,
"There she goes again."
So one morning I woke up and I knew I had to jump off the cliff,
get out and try to write. It wasn't a conscious decision to
leave the marriage but when you start down a path there is no
turning back.
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